update

so i’ve been gone a while, but it’s been so good! i’ve tried to move on from annie and even though people say to me that impossible
you can’t just forget it it’s always gonna be there, to that i say what do you know! 
since new yes i’ve tried to just do and eat things and not feel guilty and you know what it’s done me the world of good because I am eating foods that months ago would have terrified me, like choclate, cereal, yoghurts, cooked, you name it i now eat it! 
i’m not saying annie has totally gone because they would be a lie. Annie is still there but she’s now just a irrelevant whisper i try my hardest not to listen to. I believe yes of course it’s important to get healthy and make sure your body is working well, but it’s also if you are gonna to attempt to move on you gotta have a positive mindset on food and life in general (gotta have a healthy mindset) so i’m not saying this is the way for anyone but for me...well i’m gonna best it but i’m doing it my own way :) 

i now don’t know what to do with this blog, would you like me to keep going with it, talk more about my CP, it’s just i’m trying to move on from my annie but i want to help others with there annie, so i would like advice on what you want me to do. Either DM on insta or leave a comment :)

hope everyone is still fighting them battles, don’t give up!

lydia x

insta:@anniecpandme

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